tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-90717345066746325162024-03-13T08:56:25.072-07:00expressionexpressionroshnihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01284914176684193012noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9071734506674632516.post-25596926653329816142010-08-10T00:50:00.000-07:002010-08-10T01:00:41.724-07:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">The wind hit my face and I knew;</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">knew it was over before it began</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">realization went down my throat</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">bitter,pungent,stale.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">Pain came un invited.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">Ah,yes pain wanted to make his presence felt.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">He taunted and teased</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">I'd wince,he'd sneer.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">I knew what I had to do,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">but lacked the courage.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">Courage,unlike pain</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">refused to come.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">Courage for all her pride</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">said she had a prior appointment.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">Guilt spread through my being,each part affected.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">I knew where I was wrong,I knew what I had to do</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">Lack of courage led the guilt and pain</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">it spread through me like a cancer.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">One so great I knew not what to do.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">And swallowed by my own creation.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I waited for emptiness to consume me whole.</span></div>roshnihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01284914176684193012noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9071734506674632516.post-32975630054634669492010-08-09T02:32:00.000-07:002010-08-09T02:39:27.036-07:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">"And when she says I'm because of her, I laugh.</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">but without her I'm lost.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">And though she inspires me,she weakens me</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">wastes me and I lose myself in her.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">I swim in her subconscious</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">I drown in her sorrow.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">I strengthen her</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">She weakens me</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">The ultimate price for me to remain me."</span></span></div>roshnihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01284914176684193012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9071734506674632516.post-27566154325749321082010-05-17T03:42:00.000-07:002010-05-17T03:45:14.337-07:00Wonderful Death<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-IN"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">Want to escape from this hellhole </span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-IN"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">I want to escape its torture</span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-IN"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">I want to breathe one wonderful breathe,</span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-IN"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">And die a wonderful death.</span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-IN"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"> </span></span></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-IN"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">Though I've lived some good times,</span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-IN"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">I can’t seem to any more</span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-IN"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">Even though I felt like living,</span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-IN"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"> I don’t any more</span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-IN"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"> </span></span></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-IN"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">I just want to breathe one last wonderful breath</span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-IN"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">Then die a wonderful death.</span></span></span></p>roshnihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01284914176684193012noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9071734506674632516.post-86549888976007628452010-04-03T02:13:00.000-07:002010-04-03T02:14:26.445-07:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255); line-height: 17px; "><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">Confusion has taken toll on me,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">Frustration its out come.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">A strange feeling of doubt arises,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">I Wonder 'what wrong have I done?'</span></p><p><br /><span style="font-family: arial; "><br />It started as a small misunderstanding,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">Its flames grew stronger</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">People only add their oil</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">And now in these flames our smiles burn.<br /><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">This fire is taking its grip on me.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">Your tears its out come.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">And all fingers point at me</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">I wonder 'what wrong have I done?'</span></p><p><br /><span style="font-family: arial; "><br />It started as a little breeze</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">Its force now fierce</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">And now in the whirlwind</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">Our trust is burning</span></p><p><br /><span style="font-family: arial; "><br />A mixture of hatred and anger is taking its grip on me,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">Confusion its outcome</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">No water for this fire, no stop to this wind</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">It only grows more intense</span></p><p><br /><span style="font-family: arial; "><br />What starts as a quarrel, only grows to hatred</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">People only add their oil</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">And now in its flames</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; ">Our smiles are burning</span></p></span>roshnihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01284914176684193012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9071734506674632516.post-27791670851296807812010-04-03T02:10:00.000-07:002010-04-03T02:12:24.294-07:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><h3 class="post-title entry-title" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.25em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.4em; font-weight: bold; font-size: 17px; "><a href="http://randomblog-nevermind.blogspot.com/2009/10/you.html" style="text-decoration: none; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC00;">You</span></a></h3><div class="post-header"><div class="post-header-line-1"></div></div><div class="post-body entry-content" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC00;">You come,you take all<br />prove yourself big & me small.<br />You push & move on,smooth maneuver.<br />Sweet smile,back stab<br />serene,silent,scary.<br />You take, you win<br />I give ,I loose<br />You teach,I learn</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; "><h3 class="post-title entry-title" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.25em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.4em; font-weight: bold; font-size: 17px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; line-height: 17px; font-size: 11px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC00;">You make me see, you make me blind</span></span></h3><div class="post-body entry-content" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC00;">& all you've ever said is fresh in my mind.<br />You win. I loose<br />A lesson well learned<br />You smile, I believe<br /></span><div align="left"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC00;">You prove me gullible</span></div><div align="left"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC00;">Since when am I less about me & more about you?</span></div></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><br /></span></div></span>roshnihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01284914176684193012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9071734506674632516.post-16373060979686825722010-02-06T09:18:00.000-08:002010-02-06T09:23:15.328-08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">And so she walked in,</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">hesitant but confident, curious but content</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">hoping to be let in.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">She walked through the door,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">unsure of what to expect;</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">but happy to belong!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">As she saw, she learned.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">And as she learned she knew.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">This was where she belonged!</span></span></div>roshnihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01284914176684193012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9071734506674632516.post-70226336982801473692010-02-06T08:57:00.000-08:002010-02-06T09:08:11.804-08:00kill her will<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF9900;">Hand me a trophy of insignificance,</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF9900;">a medal of nothingness</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF9900;">I want to glorify my belittled self.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF9900;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF9900;">'Ah yes behold,the inconsequential girl!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF9900;">hold her high,for everyone to see</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF9900;">exhibit that worthless being.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF9900;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF9900;">Brand her lost and wreck her confidence!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF9900;">Call her names and guarantee her defeat! </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF9900;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF9900;">Shoot her down, that she'll never rise again!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF9900;">Give her no hope that along with her, her will dies!'</span></span></div>roshnihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01284914176684193012noreply@blogger.com1